So much has happened since I started it, both good and bad, and so the blog changed and evolved.
Last week, the lovely baby that I was holding left us. She fought like a tiger to live but she was too sick and she just couldn't.
My heart is shattered and my well of tears seems infinite. I cannot express in words the agony of losing my Angelica. She was was my precious treasure and the light of my world. She was my little baby bird and I miss her like crazy.
She will always be in our hearts, our little heaven baby. We light candles for her every night.
Mr C is just as devastated as me, but giving me so much love and support. I love him.
We will be burying her tomorrow.
I will be taking a little break from blogging.
I am taking this all a minute at a time.
I love you Angelica. I always will.