Saturday 31 May 2014

Slow to Heal

It has been about six weeks since my Baby Bird went to heaven and I miss her every second of every day. Sometime I can go for a few hours being okay, or even a few days. Other times I feel like I am at the bottom of a well and that all of  my joy has been stolen from me.

This past week has been particularly hard, but I am trying to heal. It's slow going, especially since I am not working and so I spend a lot of time alone with Wednesday (who has been amazing through this whole ordeal).

I have been struggling with the idea of coming back to the blog, its direction and, well, my direction in general.

I was torn between starting over or carrying on, but after much thought, I have decided to continue and just see where it goes.

Life is messy and can be painful and unpredictable. So I will keep all the posts and continue. I don't think I need to move old posts or archive them. I may still change my mind, but I doubt it. This is my life. It's not always pretty, it just is.

See you soon.